Saturday 26 May 2012

Game Over

You can't give up.

"I just did. Deal with it."

That's not how it works. You have to lose. 

"Too bad. You can't make me play."

I can.

"But that wouldn't really be me playing now, would it?"

... Alright then I have a better idea.

My wife suddenly stepped into view and began stripping.

"What the hell? What are you doing?!"

I can't make you play but I can make you give birth to the next generation of players.

"I'm not going to mate with my possessed wife just for you!"

I'm not giving you a choice.

I could feel him entering my body taking control of me.

You/I am Mine now

I walked towards what was once my wife. The next generation of players would be born and the game would continue. The game does not end until we say it ends.

Friday 25 May 2012

Alone

I'm alone again. I asked him to save her... He did. By taking her away. Making her just another part of him.


I have to continue this game all alone now...

No.

I won't.

There's no reason for me to continue fighting now.

Games over. I give up you win.

Fuck you.

Thursday 24 May 2012

No!

No that's not what I meant! Give her back please I need her.

You said you didn't care what you'd lose.

I didn't mean her! Please don't take her from me!

Too bad. She's mine now. On with the game.

Wednesday 23 May 2012

She's dying.

She's dying. I can't do anything and she's dying. I can't do anything but you can. You're a god you control the world you can save her. I know you can please just save her. I don't care what it costs me but save her please.

Tuesday 22 May 2012

Nothing to be done.

I've tried everything to help her but I don't know what I gave her and there are no doctors anymore to help her. I don't have any medical training. I can't even try to figure out what's wrong. For all I know I could have given her any matter of horrific diseases or poisons.

She's getting worse every day I don't think she'll make it much longer. She knows what happened she was awake up until a day ago I told her what I did. She says she forgives me and that it was an honest mistake. She seemed so calm. She forgives me but I won't forgive myself if she dies because of my lack of caution. There has to be something I can do.

Wednesday 16 May 2012

Poison.

Shit... Shit shit shit...

The other Fears are all gone I didn't think... But of course these would still exist...

Fuck I'm stupid.

The pills I got were tampered with. Oathbreaker pills. They could be placebos or worse. Fuck what have I done?!

Tuesday 15 May 2012

Across the countryside

I'm getting way better at killing small animals than I have any right to be.

I shouldn't say where we are but the bastard knows anyways so I might as well say that if we've been following the map properly we are currently in... Um Calgary I think. Wait... There's no way we could have traveled that far already. Huh guess we have no idea where we are. Whatever it's secluded. My wife isn't healing quite as smoothly as I had hoped but I'm sure I got the meds to her in time. So hopefully she'll get better.